I mixed up two fics and so you are right too. This is one of the ones I was thinking of and mashing together with another in my mind. But this is one of my faves and I was sure it was at Area52 and couldn't figure out why I couldn't find it, so now I know. Thanks so much for responding, much appreciated!!
(P.S. Sorry I didn't respond faster, had a major migraine yesterday and so didn't get to check out the responses to my post as fast as I normally would.)