Dark and deflowering

[lucifrix.livejournal.com]

(If anyone reading this is also on the Yahoo Stargate story search list, yes, it's me. I'm hoping the people here deal a little more calmly even if they don't like what I've said. I admit though, I've made a few tweaks.)

Ahem.

Hi, all!! I have two requests...

1. I'm in the mood for REALLLLLLLLLY dark fic. That's pretty much always my favorite kind, but I've gone through what I already have. So, any of you who have a particular fic that comes to mind when you think "The darkest fic I know," please do pass the info on. I vastly prefer J/D slash to anything else, but I'm also open to other slash, gen, and certain het stories depending on the pairing/s involved (please specify). To be very clear, NOTHING is off-limits--I'm virtually unsquickable (except for Sam/Jack, for some reason), so do your worst.

2. I'd be curious to read stories of Jack and/or Daniel (I realize "and" is probably not gonna happen) being a woman's "first." I like my sex explicit and raunchy, and would prefer stories of this sort if possible (consensual or non-con). I don't really care for that very soft-core "stroking the dewy petals of her sex"-type stuff if it never gets dirtier--no offense to those who write it, but it's really not my cuppa. Also, it doesn't matter what age the guys are, but I find big age differences rather hot. [Originally I asked for stories of "deflowering" but SHEESH did someone totally lose her shit over it, insisting it referred to R A P E--that's how she spelled it--though I was actually thinking of the definition everyone else seems to use, the one that's just about "losing one's virginity." There has to be a better way to say that.]

Thanks in advance!!